After my mystical experience , now 20 years ago , i begun my search to find out why i did had such an experience , questions about who is god , why i am here , what is my mission , who think that thinks , why did it happened with me and so on . There was a time , obviously that my ego talked to me and felt that i was a very special person , that i was blessed by God , that i was a chosen one , etc .. ( yes , the ego sometimes makes us a fool , i agree with the terms that we have to kill our ego , more exactly our proud , we have to abandon any trace of being different than other persons , more exactly than other souls , because as human beings here on earth we are very different , it is the way that we opted to come here , there would be no fun in being all equal , would there be ? !!! ) .
So after all these years of questioning myself , reading , asking , meditating and using other methods also , i came to some conclusions i will write now .
1 - One of the keys to understand ourselves is ACCEPTANCE ( you may name it differently than as i do ) , meaning to love ourselves . But how am i going to love myself if i do not understand myself ( i am meaning spiritualy !) ? good question ! . Searching about NDE ( Near Death Experience ) , i did found a lot of answers to my questions , so i suggest to those that are really interested to search it also . It came to my mind that when Moses said 'I AM WHAT I AM" as a definition of God , ( he had to satisfy in those days the jews , who/what was God , but that surely was a big task , how would he explain to them an entity that is not explainable , human beings at those times where not smart ( are we smart now ? ) , Surely he had been meditating about God a long time before , so he came down and pronounced the famous frase “I AM WHAT I AM” , well it is a good reply to the mob , but in my opinion he was a very smart guy , “I AM WHAT I AM”, was a reference to himself , he had found who he was , not what/who God is , my best definition of god is the word “IS” , point . We humans have some limitations in our language , and it is very difficult to our ego to accept this limitation . The same thing happened with the oriental people , “I AM THAT” , nobody knows exactly who was the guy that came out with such a response , also a smart one , hey ... it means that i am God , ( uah ... our ego once again ) , then we have Jesus Christ ( sorry christians !!! ) , “I AND MY FATHER ARE ONE”, ( he was also a smart guy !!!) . But i did not see on the text any good big definition of God , in my humble opinion God cannot be defined , if he could he is not , thats why i like the definition in the Tao Te King . So all those smart persons where just defining themselves , not God , God cannot be defined , our ego tries a lot , and surely he makes us a fool that we can do it , yep , this ego is also a smart guy , always on our path to distract us . I am not saying they wanted to lie to us , no ... , people were asking them , they needed a response . The ego of the people wants a response , so we have to give them some answer to think about . But normally people are not so smart , because they do not want to be smart , because if they become smart enough we would not be playing a stupid and idiot game that is going to the end of the humanity as is now . I did not see any signs of deviations of the prohecies , so mother earth is just defending herself of extintion . Understanding ourselves as spiritual beings brings love to us , and this love we can extend to all other beings , the earth , the animals , the plants and other humans . Resuming , we are in a stupid game and we want to continue with it , oh ... yes me to , i also accepted the game . Spiritual awareness , enlightenment , kundalini , chakras , meridians , energies and so on are a big game , some smart guys even say that God is energy , God is light , God is the universe , uah ... they did found out what i cannot find as being God . Nice game !!! God could also be then a ball , we can play a lot of games with a ball . So God is on my side when i need him ... just a good question , if he made us perfect , why should we need to pray , to be on our side ? Do you really think that God ( the universe , the energies ) can be used at our free will to play stupid games ? Do you really want the answers ? Go then and search and research about the afterlife , there are a lot of answers , ok ! You do not believe me ? Fine ! It is your game , mine not anymore .
2 – So now ... we are playing a bad game , is there a chance to change ? Maybe ? TRY TO CHANGE WHAT YOU CAN CHANGE , DO NOT CHANGE WHAT YOU CANNOT , remember what i wrote at #1.
3 - Rebirthing or Enligthenment or Sprititual Awareness is returning to where you begun your search , if you do not return to the point where you begun you are still lost in your path .
4 – There will not be a Rebirthing or Enlightenment or Spiritual Awareness if you do not accept the evidences that the NDE ( Near Death Experience ) shows you , remember you have to die to have them . You do not really have to die , thats why you can search and study the NDEs .
5 – GOD WILL ALWAYS BE MORE THAN YOU AND I CAN THINK OR FEEL ABOUT HIM ,
EVER , so please , do not use his name in vain .

Finishing with my text , Myspace is one of those stupid games ( remember that i am not trying to avoid my errors ) .No ... i am not sorry about myspace , it helped me a lot , we make mistakes , and we can gain more of these mistakes if we try to understand them .
I just want to end this game and i am trying now to go back from where i begun , i want to rebirth . It is very simple . I was not on myspace before , if i want to rebirth , it is one of the things the i adquired that i have to let it go .

BIG HUGS AND LOVE TO EVERYONE . LETS STOP THE GAME , LETS BE SPIRITUAL BEINGS AND NOT STUPID HUMAN BEINGS THAT WE DECIDED TO BE .

I let here , for those that want to maintain contact with me my email : jeancolemonts@yahoo.com.br or jeancolemonts@gmail.com , my MSN messenger is jeancolemonts@hotmail.com and my skype is jean.servais.henri.colemonts , i ask those that want to maintain contact , first send an email with the subject : myspace , so i will not delete unmistakenly , due to a lot of spam i receive every day , in case you want to talk via msn or skype , please send first an email , because i normally do not let them in standby every day . I will still wait some days before deleting my account . Ok !

Nice to meet you all .

I have just started using myspace, and two other similar sites. I do not really understand these sites, and I used to think I would never join them. Now I am trying to see what goes on, on these sites. I have been positively surprised about the groups on MySpace. There is Icke groups and mystical groups So I am trying to use MySpace as a supplement. I have a feeling that it will become dormant accounts I have on these sites, but at least I have tried